Tragically depressed...
is what I'm not. And I hope people realize that when they read my blog. When people say "Hi, how are you?" I don't go into the things I have been pondering coz I don't assume they want to know it all. But if you're here choosing to read what I've written, then you get what I wrote. I have different avenues to express myself in, and most of my frustration will wind its way to being expressed here.
I think we always assume people are hiding things too. If I have written this much for the public eye, then what must be going on deep inside? But that's not true of me. This is what's going on. Sorry to disappoint you. This isn't the tip of the iceberg; it's pretty much the whole iceberg save a few things I keep treasured in my heart or whispered to the heart of God.
Just so you know. :o)
I think we always assume people are hiding things too. If I have written this much for the public eye, then what must be going on deep inside? But that's not true of me. This is what's going on. Sorry to disappoint you. This isn't the tip of the iceberg; it's pretty much the whole iceberg save a few things I keep treasured in my heart or whispered to the heart of God.
Just so you know. :o)


2 Comments:
I'm glad you're not depressed. =)
I want to write about personal things in my Xanga, but I always have to be careful what I write about b/c although I like to share things with others, I'm not really comfortable about sharing my personal life to people I barely know on the internet.
I like what you wrote about dating....right now I can say that I am pretty content being single and definitely using this time for spiritual and personal growth.
--Iris--
Hey "Rista"!
I don't know why I'm not more hesitant about posting my true self on the net. I guess it's a little intimidating at first, but I have gotten such good responses from my friends that it seems any risk I may take is worth it. Really, it's always a risk to share your heart. You can get hurt so much more deeply if you reveal deep things to others. I think I'm tired of living in fear of being hurt though and willing to take some risks so that I can truly live.
Changing subjects, I've had songs from our "band: running through my head this morning. How funny...
Seeking to give my life as a "reasonable service" --Jenn
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